《（HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版）》 正文 分卷阅读1 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读1 , you want to die young autoheart suary: ≈ht, you≈ap;ldo;re terrified of what you ;ldo;t bee,you want to die young≈ot; the wake of the war, everythg is rued harry had thought the casualties would end with the fightg dra had thought beg “dead” was the tion all his probles he had ao feel … epty “what if you slept? and what if,your sleep, you dread? and what ifyour drea you went to heaven and there pcked a straiful flohen you awoke, you had the floweryour hand? ah! what theaylor lerid chapter 1 four years before “i know it’s askg a lot but—” “i’ gog to azkabaher way and this is the only way i’ll ever be able to help hi i uhat i’ll do it” &her’s voice ade dra’s stoach “dra this is a lot to ask of you, too it wo will be lonely are you sure you want to do this?” prall asked dra was iet for a ont he had beehe ont agall had appeared on his doorstep a few ho with the estioook a deep breath & stahey look atloneless would be easier than facg that,” dra said ietly “then we are decided” harry dropped the prophet as though it had burned hi “no,” he whispered, his eyes lo the paper where it ythe table, skig over the headle once ore forr deatheater, dra alfoy, urdered by father ci alfoy to faded sentence “no no, no, no, no, no,” harry repeated they had survived the war was over they had survived, there weren’t supposed to be aies the war had ended o weeks ago he had oved fro the burrow back to griauld pce a week ago he was gd now, that he was alog at the long dg table, his ke as he gripped the edshard that the ahreateer his stoaed, bile crawlg up his throat &he article avada kedavra cast by ci alfoy’s wand 10:47 st night bur se of the arcissa alfoy eye witness would have been 18 oh there were side by side pictures of alfoy and his father harry sudde a urdero ra when he id his eyes ohought he wa, the sa feelg he had whe voldeh the picture with his nails “you bastard you fuster,” harry spat “why uldn’t you have left hi aloook and took and took fro hi and norised hiself with a b “ahg left to take” there had been a ti when news of alfoy’s death wouldn’t have phased hi those days had passed alfoy had saved hi he had saved alfoy harry had e to feel thg ak to radery with the other boy they were both trapped, forced to situatioiohe tools of war, the both of the tears dripped off his he of hi, where alfoy’s ia blked up, unsilg it had o days sce harry had st seen alfoy & up at a le ffee shopharry uld return his wand how, the press had still beerack the down there had been a picture of the walkg side by side dowhe frohe headle: the boy who lived aer spottedle london unity on the horizon? harry stood up ickly, hurryg towards the far eable orth of prophets were stacked ssily he shuffled through the uhe one he was lookg for he and alfoy walkg dowh lookg tense harry was slightlyfront of alfoy, leadg the way as the other boy trailed behd hi they were both aware the alfoy ostly kept his eyes on the ground as he followed harry, but oasioravel up to the back of harry’s head a this funny, alost paed look on his face old rivalries die hard, he guessed harry looked away fro the picture, swallog the phis throat he tried to reber the st thg he said to alfoy they had stayed at the ffee shop oo ex the waly, harry thankg hi f hi e it, alf that it wasn’t as though he had a choice, though the ual acid had gone fro his voice &er and thanks,” alfoy had said, his eyes fdg harry’s for the first ti sce they had t that eveng “for what?” harry had asked, his stoafailiar knots “for you had the ce the istry would have listeo you, if you had wao i’ of the world will befivg” alfoy crified “i wouldhe nden you i wohe you had about as uch choicethis as i did, alfoy,” harry said “sat potter, always to the rescue,” alfoy replied, but a sile ghosted his lips, hat harry anyg that phrase, sat potter harry rebered thkg it was the first ti he had seeher boy silea while aybe evenyears he wished he had known it would be the st 如果你喜欢本站,请记住我们的网站地址《就要耽美》 请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读1 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读2 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读2 &,” harry siled back “i’ll be seeg you, potter, i’ sure,” alfoy said, standg up fro the table he rest a hand on harry’s shoulder for jt a ont harry read vered alfoy’s hand with his ow felt oddly tiate, but that he had beeo s alfoy’s eyes had wide he didn’t pull away “yeah i’ll see you,” harry said, reag at the table harry released his hand alfoy had nodded ahat was the st ti harry had ever seen hi harry csped his hah, tryg to pce the pahis chest alfoy had never beehey would likely have never had been friendswhy did the fact that there was no akg hi feel sick? three years before “how have you been ttg on?” agall asked, havg brought dra to her office for their daily etg “fe, i suppose,” dra said it was uch easier to speak, now that he did daned ah, not that he spoke uyway it had been his third try, as the st o tis, the full oon had e on a ight “where are you now,the process?” “waitg for arical stor,” dra said, his eye gncg towards the dooke, hopg perhaps he uld speak oence “and your wand, it’s w well?” agall asked, her gaze fallg to the wand on her desk he nodded she had had it reregistered under a false na as that of a tourist,dra uld perf agic with spi he wouldn’t have pned erva agall to be a woaions like she had, but he supposed ions ca with beg headaster of hogwarts “good hope whatever for you take isn’t too outndish i know it’s rol, but i really h i exp away, although with hagrid on grounds, there’s very little i ’t e up with a, and you wos’ first uered ahough she seed a little nervo he suppressed the ur to say he would be happy as ahan hiself dra siled at her, shiftghis otg he was ttg rearkably good at holdg his toh really d a pern, he supposed chapter 2 & day the hoe elves cbered aroua rt of ahat dra had grown atod to he was sat at a dg table with the head elf, tibsy, discsg the day ahead of the “tibsy, reber we hday cake at the hufflepuff table tonight” &er alfoy,” the elf reassured hi “chote? or was it carrot cake?” dra asked, skig his notes “chote, ister alfoy” “right thank you, tibsy” dra siled and looked ba to the list of foods he had aoday’s als he found hiself askg estions jt to have ao speak he had beehai agall had ested he beizg hall he had hought about it beforehand, but oo decide what they would be eatg every day and it was thg to do he had dohg but sit aroundhis arters, sce he had fally fished the long, tedio process of beg an aniag he had agreed, siply bet he would be able to talk to one, anyone,his day to day life he would see the headaster for drks oasionally, but he uld tell the etgs were always ore of a welfare anythg else she was a niough woa his friend spendg all his ti around hoe elves ade hi feel as though aybe he was gog a bit fuhere was o check for hi he was terribly he would develop oraerhe wiser becae they were the only livg thgs he spoke to he sighed, checkg off the ites he had goibsy he was dohe job didn’t take long he would e to the kitd five eag, eat ahat the hoe elves had gohe list he had left for the the day before they always sent a bit of what they had ade to his roo around al tis as well, reciated it wasn’t as though he uld be walkg bad forth across the castle all willy nilly throughout the day “i’ll be gog then,” he said, phg his chair back fro the table “will you be wantg to take a tea or a ffee, ister alfoy?” tibsy asked, standg upa hurry “not today, thaoorrow’s list, as well,” he added, pullg a piece of part fro his bag the elf ook the paper, tuckg it to her pillowcase he walked over to the wall that lead to the hallway, g was ohe , and the nuber of people wanderg around the halls would be few, the nuber wahe dunons even fewer dra cast a disilsionnt hiself ao the hallway he hurried doath to his roos, passg only five or six studentsthe process they reacted to hi about as uch as they would have reacted to a breeze &ually, he reached the old slyther dunons the dors had been oved above grouo keep the slythers less secded fro the rest of the student body, although livgthe dunons had o he hufflepuffsanyway still, he uhe sehe war her due of apparent dise dra and agall were the oo know the password dra spedfroone wall and urured, “sepultura” the bri to shift, opehe wall, which htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读2 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读3 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读3 dra phed the na out of his d he found it there ore aly as of te, if that ossible dra’s stoaed as he tried to fet the article he had readthe prophet the day before potter nfird bachelor? the headle rung through his d aga he had broken up with the weaselette shortly after dra had “died” dra tried to tell hiself that was a ce but a voicewherethe deepest hollows of his heart whispered aybe it wasn’t that voiied with cis adethe gs he had unfortunately found hiself readg for a tertaed his irrational hopes eveo his bra he kept a scrap of artid clippgs that ntioned people he had goo school with, as failiar he closest thgs he had to friends, but becae potter was the ost freently he papers, it was ickly beg harry potter: a history he looked at itoften now that he was certa he uld recite ost articles by heart particurly the o potter, but he ot to rretion &he bed, a particur article he had read nearly six onths after he “died,” the oed the ideahis d ally, which he wholeheartedly wished he had never read, runng through his head p a torch for forr nesis? &o the young wizard say a certa ret loss has uch to do with the break up of hogwarts sweethearts harry pevra weasley “i thought aybe the whole fixation he had on alfoyschool would fade away as we got older,” the very, very close urce says, “aer he passed ’t do anythg sneaky when he’s—well, whe here” the urce spects there was thg ore to potter and alfoy’s rivalryschool, though perhaps only on potter’s behalf “it would be differe over the war that i uand i’ yself, and don’t know that i ever will be pletely but the war hardly sees to be what really got to hi it was alfoy he jt ’t ove past it it’s a bit ebarrassg, beg jealo of rpse,” the redheaded urcded &icle had been aopanied by a photograph of the o of the, the day they had exds at the le ffee shopit, harry was holdg dra’s ha on his shoulder, the other boy lookg up at dra with an easy sile on his face dra uld looked particurly criatg dra rebered losg feelghis hai he had read it it lied that the ury herself, but surely, agazes that report os such as that were ed he had leaked false ration about potter backschool hiself, and he k was to t thg published if you wao ru one, espee ublic terest as potter what scared hi ost, however, was that he wao be true he ker had been to his funeral, had beehe st to leave,fact, outstayed only by his other and erva agall he al k harry potter, the boy who lost ear, g rather ope had crossed his d, of urse, that perhaps it was a of events that lead to this dispy of eotion he would have hkif it weren’t for this artiied with the faearly three years after the articles publi, potter hadn’t dated anyone publically dra found it hard to believe that a an approatyo would o of flg but potter never was, which either ant he olyjuicg heavily, or he jt didn’t go out dra was broken out of this oft visited tra of thought by a sudden blow to his stoach “oph, i g,” he groaned, opeo see the green eyes of his cali starg back at hi the look she gave hireturo say she knew full well he hadn’t been “i was,” he sisted, defeo her silent judnt & hi and he sighed “alright, alright,” he said, scrat her ears she had been a gift fro agall, and he loved her dearly he had been slightly wary an aniag, as the arkgs around her eyes looked very uch like gsses, but agall sisted she was jt a cat, she had ade sure of it he letely nv he beiag hiself, as her energy did not feel like agall’s when agall had told hi her na was harriet, dra was sure it wascruel joke, but there was no ht all’s eyes she had giveaad harriet ahought nothg of it though he supposed ost noral people would thk nothg of it all the sa, he had taken to callg her potter, as she was jt as hard headed and rebellio “i’ll let you out, but please, d any ice back,” he pleaded with her, throg his legs over the ed of the bed she hopped downpursuit of hi, follog hi to the holethe wall that began to at his touch she owed aga “i an it, potter, nrounded,” dra replied, knog that eve let her out, she would fd another way, bullyg the hoe elves to lettg her through wheo gather his dishes she onse, uhreatened, ao the hall dra closed the entrand ed hiself back to bed when he fally fell asleep, he dreat out of the forbidde, bloodied ahes he had beele, while dra was on one of his nightly walks of the grounds, only this ti as a huan he c htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读3 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读4 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读4 &o be an ephasis on the word everyo harry decided it was iaged still, the word held weight & hohey had allowed hi by losg theirs he was wallog he kneallog a part of it all art of his d felt that he uld jtify it he kneant hi to wallow his parents wouldn’t want hi to, nor would fred, nor would tonks or p and shouldn’t that be enough? but then aga, what would dra alfoy want? would he like t becae of hi? perhaps he would sirk and say “ah, potter, i never knew you cared,”that furiatg buell practiizg tone of his and thehought of ovg on, he uld ohe wounded look on alfoy’s fae that he wao thk retend but was really ore close to the truth tha anda ft voice, ays w fro alfoy (his acidity was f), he otter? careful, or people will thk you’re happy about it” harry was tryg he was tryg to alfoy would all and it wasn’ton it had nearly been four years everyone, even alfoy’s ow better than harry “if you uld tell ,” agall terrupted his thought, “before the end of this ter, i reciate it jti fd a rept should you refe, oryou uld start your studies should you aept i believe there are stillleshe cssroo fro previo teachers should you need referehough i would beg y too any of lockhart’s i k a fehich i thk i would enura” harry overwheld “i was al urd by hagrid to red you that he would be happy to see you aga eveo bake you a birthday cake this year should you be on the grounds,” agall added, and with this there was a glea of ischiefher eye it ast harry had fallen to a terrible sleep patter of his ti alone, whid was easier to do when no one else was awake tht, he felt like he would rather like to sleep, but it had bee an ipossibility hogwarts had always been ore of a ho to hi than any other pce he had lived, even now, havg lived at griauld pce for several years but the a old phrase “you ever go h through his head at the prospect andtruth, he uldn’t he would return this ti as a teaot a student ost of the people that ade it hone, as well dubledore would side of his portrait her would any of the weasleys, or herione, or—his tra of thought sputtered to a s or dra he was ildly ard that alfoy was cdedthe list of people that ade the castle a ho, as for ost of his life he had regarded hi with the sa distaste as he had dudley, but eveartled by the word itself he had thought “or dra” full s period he ky didn’t atterhis own d, but he had o harry harry had hought to refer to hi by his first entirely sure he had ever even said it aloud on its own “dra,” he whispered, barely a oo loudhis iet hoe the word felt oddhis outh his chest tightened explid he fought the ur to cry he shook his head, tryg to clear the feelg &o a de he uld ho, alone, whisperg a dead boy’s nahis kit surely, a few ohis and he would be pletely ad &ed down a note and whistled for bo?tes , who he heard ruffle his feathersthe other roo and then ca flyg through the doorway &he es’s leg, theo scratch theof his owl’s head &o, agall, would you? aybe take a lookthe owlery while you’re there you’ll be spe e,” he urured, slippg bo?tes a treat &rue aybe he uld never go ho, but hell, if he wasn’t gog to try chapter 3 “did i tell you r potter will be returng tonagall asked casually, sippg her tea at her desk dra the outhful of tea he had been swallog “exce ?” he said, tryg not to und too shocked “i asked hi to fill the defeion,” agall ntued, seegly oblivio to dra’s shock “right,” dra he feelg began to leach fro his hands, which seed to be his body’s go to rea to anythg potter he set down his ug “i only warn you becae, as you know, potter has an affity f a, and i a nrown out of it you t be careful at night disilsioil you are out on the grounds, and aybe even while y about, unless you’ve d,” she ntued dra nodded “you’ll likely have to s your workthe kits he likes to take his als there oasionally, if ht,” she added “jt tell hi not to e beeen five ahe ,” dra asked, hopg it didn’t ue he liked the kitd he liked the elves they were, afterall, the closest thg he had to friends “i hardly ake a rule that specific, r alfoy, especially sce r potter sees to thk rules are ade tonagall replied dra snorted & been well, alfoy,” she added “how do you an?” not sick surely, he would have read it where if he was si if they wa under s, ohe less reliable gossip agazes would have gotten a hold of it an htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读4 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读5 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读5 &her dunons were closed off aories relocated, as you know,” agall said, walkg with harry dowo her office “what do you e the for now?” harry asked, knog nothghogwarts ever really was eliated, only repurposed or left to rot part of hi hoped it was the tter, thkg that perhaps if there was any trace of alfoy left, it would be there “stonagall replied, silg tightly “oh,” harry replied he uld feel as though she was hidg thg, but he had been aed of beg overly spicio sce the war, and to be frank, who wouldn’t be? & have any free offices,” she e a bit of shufflg for the ore desirable oeachers have e a few years, and i’ afraid the est space left is sever’s old suite i’ll have it cleared out ahhgs, if you’d like to take it it’sthe dunohe kits” she rebered his teo the kit for sna harry uld feel odd staygsnape’s roos, when there had beeh beee iage akg a space that had belond to sever snape f his own then aga, without the slyther on roosthe dunohere wouldn’t be as as wanderg around there once csses were over “i guess i’ll take it, then,” harry ao ph his hesitatio was only a roo whoever lived there had nothg to do with it snape’s offiow jt vat roos the slyther du vat roos now, too harry was startled by a pressure on his legs, lookg down to see a cali dg around his shs “hello,” he said ftly, bendg to scratch her ch she owed back to hi rather telltly, leang to his hand “what’s your tier than rs norris, unless y ,” he said “o os not sure which, as she’s always w on her oears to have been abahe sur holiday” agall replied &e sure she isn’t a student?” he asked, otiong to his own gsses and lookg back at the cat her arkgs looked rearkably like gsses, a trait he kh agall and rita skeeter sharedtheir aniag for “i’d know if she was,” she aly “there were ale before without you knog,” harry poted his father and his frieood fro his crouched positio walkg away at a leisurely pace “fooloer,” agall replied lightly, raisg her eyebrows at hi “right,” harry replied, though he uldhe little whisper of doubthis d they arrived at dubledore’s offiow agall’s it ade harry want to ugh, how ule looked while at the sa ti beg pletely differe ade hi want to cry he followed agall to her office, where she o speak &he castle is ostly epty this ti of year, apart fro hagrid and yself, you’ll have to go to the kits to t your als, but you’ll beclose, i doubt that roble,” she harry sighed with relief he kle would be ostly epty fng of his stay, but still, the idea of havg to eatthe great hall, the idea of begpublic, where people who thought they knew hi uld specute, ade hi feel sick to his stoach “you’ll have u all ready for the students you will, of urse, have full e of the library aerialsthe defense roo” harry nodded & you will want a day or o to settle , but i reciate it if you began preparg for the he end of the week,” agall said firly, eyeg hi spicioly “i hope you rofesr thaudent” “i hope , too,” harry chuckled darkly “well, ckily for you, you doe a read the,” agall ipped she ghe the wall and back to hi “your roos should be readyhalf an hour i trt you by yourself u hagrid, perhaps, before he es after you with a st dog?” harry walked back out to the hall, wahrough the castle for about ten utes bef hiself walkg out to the yard towards a failiar shack &ed, beg ole grounds dide as uch like g ho as he ed he was back dra had seen hi, had alost run to hi,the hallfroher duayed back, less thahe shadows, though disilsioned, aher an potter ran his hao ade up the doorway for the du he took his ed the wall, but to no avail he paed, lookg up and down the hall, bef “pureblood” dra ced “no, of urse they’ve d the password s,” harry said to hiself ietly he sighed, pressg his right hand ft agast the stohe hand to a fist, leang his fast the id stupid, stupid, stupid,” he repeated, a his chest tighten &o step closer, the feelg only tehe k he uldn’t what are you lookg for, potter? the estion sat on his tohe very tip of it, beatg agast the back of his teeth, but he did escape it would beeasy it would beeasy to ask it, potter would jup and turn to look at hi ahen he would run, to tell aga htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读5 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读6 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读6 “i ’t help but thk, had thgs goly,” harry rabled, his w off he sthter, phg hiself off the wall “you would have ade a bloody good potions aster, alfoy i thk i would have rather liked that it does, beg back here without you tellgotter’s voice avered as he fished dra let hiself sp agast the ed a hah to keep any n he was dreag, he had to be, becae if atchg was the truth, he uld he uldo knootter, the aer of alht that orbited his d, issed hi issed hi enough to talk to a lly epty hallway, a do anythg to help hi jt when dra thought he uldn’t take uch ore of it, potter vered his eyes with his hand “fuck,” potter said, turnghis back was agast the doorway, slidg dow on the ground dra uld see eve the other an had tears runng down his cheeks “i don’t know how to t past you i didn’t even ko t past” potter fell silent, apart frur breathg and oasional shere for what felt like a t have oes, theo llect hiself, liftg his gsses to wipe his eyes with his sleeve he stood ietly, lookg at the entryway his head and began walkg towards dra &hg that way that anyone ed anyore, ued a really round about way of ttg to the kit, or the stairs he kit, or—that e’s offiagall had given hi snape’s office dra stood still, barely breathg, u see or hear p away ahe after that jt to be sure he hurried to the door, whisperg the password as ickly as he uld and steppg side, willg the door to close up behd hi ore ickly he lpsed agast the d about the whole ordeal ade hi want to ugh potter had been back for less than a day ahgs were back to the way they were potter to thg and dra was takg detailed ntal notes on hischool, he never would have owo it, but with o fool, he would adit noent ost of his ti otter whehought he wasched he ed tell hiself it was be ot hi a long way with his father, but he hadn’t even hat oly becae he spei fabricatg ration for his father ahe real thgs he saw becae he liked the better wheo hi deep downat the re of his beg, there had always been a loo harry, to uand hi further than they ways his faily had taught hi to chg potter, siply becae it was what he had always done dra had issed it his voice had d a bit, deeper tha, but still harry dra chuckled to hiself, leang his head back agast the stone all of potter had d a bit his hair was still a ss, ssier, if possible, and still jt as addeng as it had beeill wore those ridiculo circur wire rid gsses that dra doubted had ever really beenfashion, but they were a bit ore expensivelookg now his clothes fit better than they ever hadschool, a fact dra uldn’t categorize as better or worse becae he uld see jt how fit potter as very he was still short, or at least shorter thai he had seen harry, he had only had about half an hi, but he had growhree ches the year he “died,” atchg his father’s six foot stature he k would have bothered harry, if he uld have seen &ed harry to see see that dra was taller tha he had d, see that he was rry that he issed hi, too ore than anythg he shook his head, feelg a sudden skhis gut what was agall thkg, puttg potterclose to hi? he was gog to have to be better about hidg with potterthe castle becae, as agall had expected, his pent f had h a what she hadn’t factored , a expected, was how hard it would be for hi to hide, becae it see his snoopg would be alfoytri’t know how any tis he uld fd harrya state outside his door before he revealed hiself he had a feelg it wouldn’t be ur chapter 4 it id the whole thg id harry th the door of snape’s—his —study ahe back suite, which hoed his bathro off his gsses haphazardly as he did & he hadn’t but he had he ran his hand over his fad to his hair he had felt thg, one no, you hope you felt thg you wao feel thg that you did, he thought to hiselfa voided oddly like herione’s hogwarts’ hauhat the klg he felt uld hardly have bee had alrised hi abhost he had ehey seeduch like real people, only…less visible entities nonsense les seedkeen on but this had felt like thg of that eyes o a sick, prickly feelg, alost like electricitythe air, the way he felt when onebadly wao ask you thg, to t your attention, but was waitg for you to ake the first ove he felt it, but he had seen nothg he supposed it was entirely pible that ghosts uld ake theselves as visible or visible as they wis htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读6 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读7 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读7 &houghts wao the slyther dunons aa siple unlockg char wouldn’t work, or else students would have beeo differeories willy nilly he supposed he uld hardly ask agall, either, as she seed rather tightlipped about the whole thg he was half w if he uld blow a holethe wall of the duiced thg ove out of the rner of his eye &he wolf it was walkg right up agast the castle wall,close its side rubbed agast the stoice harrythe sa stas tracks there was only about ehe harry dropped to a sat a his hand, as though the anialfront of hi were a on hoe dog “hi,” he called ftly “i won’t hurt you if you don’t hurt ” &e harry’s voice, but did o run away “what are you dogclose to the castle? hagrid doesoo uot let hi see,” harry andg aga and ards the wolf his haended he sped when he had halved the distao a sat “e on now, i won’t bite,” harry said & out a snort that harry felt uranly ak to a ugh, ao ch slowly towards hi fally, the wolf reached his frtips, but did not sniff hi like a n would stead they sat a harry, their eyes eerily tellt they cked their head harry noticed up close that the wolf was e, but rather a white gold & y? i told hagrid y to worry about,” harry urured he reached out ahe wolf’s head, but drew his hand ba as it ade ntact a wave of unease ca over hi, that sick feelg he had feltthe hall earlier the wolf did han to look away fr their he air, as though offended “i didn’t an anythg by it,” harry said out loud, feelg suddenly defensive the wolf looked at hi out of the rheir eye harry was struck with horession was it reded hi of whealk to siri when…oh oh “whaiohroat he cleared it and began aga “who, exactly, are you?” the wolf’s grey eye ed away fro hi, lookg forwards only ore potedly this ti “a student?” the wolf huffed “no?” nothg “a profesr, then?” the ughish surned “no aga?” the wolf scratched at their ear with their back paw, as if to say, “jt a wolf, thanks” “i k,” harry said, his v “you know who i a, don’t you?” another huff harry chose to read as an affirative “then you know i was rather close to siri bow an aniag when i see one,” he said, ost of the ti, he added ntally &uro look at hi, narrog their eyes “you’re not helpg your case,” harry poted out “becae you derstand ” their eyes beca ipossibly narrower “you’re a bit rubbish at beg a dog, ate,” harry ughed the ed at hi halfheartedly “, will you tell ?” the wolf looked at hi tently for a oood, ao walk away fro harry, back towards the wood “hey!” harry called to hi, but the wolf didn’t look back harry watched the disappear to the le ore h each step that, whatever was gog onthis castle, whatever hau, had a lot to do with that dan dog 如果你喜欢本站,请记住我们的网站地址《就要耽美》 请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读7 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读8 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读8 &ood outside the castle f ti, lonr thaaythe forest, but he had little choice thankfully, a torrent of sur ra forced hi back side, givg dra ver to so the castle he hurried back t pafully slowly ohe d that if he was iet e be able to hear if ahere he didn’t know if potter still had the visibility cloak, but he would be surprised if he didn’t &ura,” he whispered, barely a breath the elves had leftfood on dra’s table, a shepherd’s pie that harriet had ibbled, and a sall piece of cake his stoach rubled at the sight of it, ao eat, he really had but his d was otherwise oupied he uldn’t s thkg about how harry had reached out to toud then pulled away ickly, as if he were hurt how all he had to do was touch hi th his disguise he knew he should have stayed back, should have acted ore like a wild fuial, but the pull he felthis chest jt to be a little bit closer was t how it felt to have one’s eyes on hi ahe really see hi stead h hi, and how if felt for those eyes to be harry’s he of urse pellg agall that the tera was evitable, that he was r he had jt sat there aalk to hi that hat eventually he had a feelg ohey had ade ntact, harry would have to go either that, or he would harry had udiesthe library or he was tryg to his d wao the aniag on the grouen he had bee sce tryg to spot the aga, but to hey had left, or they were akg sure that he didn’t khere he was alost sure they weren’t alicio, but ost of the people that felt they needed disguises at hogwarts were not people he would waill, he uld n hiself to report it to the headistress, not u tried to figure out who it was on his own he supposed he had oo g down a whehkg about the aryg to thk up ways to t to the slyther dunons they nsud hi, and not jakghis dreas, he would fd hiselfthe reen t light filtergfro the dows that looked out to the ke the rest of the roo was too dark to ake out, but he uld tell it was he st ti he had seen it he wandered bldly, bupg to thgs uhe door of the doritories it was only a wooden door, notdifficult to perate, but he uld o open he would press his ear to the door and swear he uld hear thg oher side, breathg, the rtlg of bed lens, fat whispergs, eve w of a ever anythg that ant anythg to hi he had fire and herione once sce his relo it had goed “i’gd you’ve fally found thg to oupy your ti, harry! although, out of the three of , i would never have pned you as the oo end up a profesr,” herione had ughed, ao agree “how do you like it back there, ate?” ron had asked, seeg as eally chuffed with the news as herione “i like it fe hout everyone here, obvioly, but better than griauld pce” he had paed for a , “i thk thg odd is gh” “rl, harry, it’s h odd is always gog on there,” herione said rolled her eyes & it at that, realizg that they probably would jt thk he aranoid, or worse, worry about hi if he eborated they had ehe call by tellg harry he was gog to be a wonderful profesr, which he prayed would be true he supposed that he rofesr thaudent if it wasn’t for that daned locked door his downfalls as a student had not been for ck of tellce, or potential, but rather becae he was distracted byrather pressg issues of urse, jt aythe defunct slyther dunons ressg of an issue as defeatg the dark lord, but it was the only one he hadaybe it was ao foc, but it did & sure how long he had beenthe library, only that he had go a streag through the dows sig was ti afternoon he had barely ade a dentthe work he wao go over that week, o folder of old leso the “doo be fair, it had ohree days of studyghis five days of beg back at hogwarts, but he k if he was w at his full capacity, he uld easily be ttg through a folder or o a day he sighed, flippg the pa he was starg at back to look at the pa before, not at all surprised that he did not reber aion he had apparently already wh he his peched to pencils after leavg hogwarts, ills beg too uch work for what they were worth—aotes aga, hopg aybe the third ti through the folder would be a char “potter” harry juped, droppg his pencil with a ctter as he turhe urce of the voice “i a gd to see you have your studies underway,” agall ntued, walkg arouable where he worked “yes, aer stuttered, rea to the floor to retrieve the pencil “don’t worry, i know if there was anythg else for you to do, you would be off dog that,” aga htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读8 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读9 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读9 chapter 5 harry decided, after a uple days thought, that it did not tellg agall there was an aniag on the grounds had he been younr, he ay have waited a bit lonr, but sce he had lear kd of people hidthe ell, he uldtg hagrid and agall and ahe groundsdanr he would have to swallow his pride and tell agall oer, although he was o knog the wolf’s identity than he had been a s, now that he was grown, aybe she would let hi help tackle the proble stead of sistg he stay ohough that had hardly sped hischool it felrong,fact, that harry had barely been sleepg &ook back t the hallways at all hours of the night, avoidg a certa se of the dunons with all his ight, but eably he had felt the strahe hall ice ore the feelg of beg a sa tug, that sa feelg of waitg for oo speak but no one ever did, and he never saw anythg that gave hi pae,he chalked it up to the feelg beg what he wa didn’t exp why he had o a few tis ai he eher se of the dunons, but if he ig, it was a good eion as anyhis ability to sleep, he found hiself dressed ahe day by sixthe , decidg to head dowd eat thg bef to agall’s offi he got to the kits, he fou have u appetite, settlg for a cup of ffee he worried that it was to see agall jt yet, ahere was n by the slyther dunons aga jt to look as he rouo the duhe fat click of footsteps he sped jt at the ed of the r darg to look, liste sure why he was hidg, but he felt that wh had jt as little bess beg there as he did &ura” a failiar feale voice said firly he heard the clickg of brid turail end of green robes disappearg to the slyther doorway agall harry stood, frozen, waitg to hear the dooren aga, but it did ehey, and still she did settled it for hi whatever she was hidgthere, he was gog to fd out tonight the aniag uld wait “i do’shard about stayg away fro hi,” agall started aga, pacg across the old slyther on roo & let !” dra ped “then disilsion yourself, alfoy! he hardly pester you if he doesn’t khere!” “i have been!” & uhe proble!” “i thk it would be better if—” “r alfoy there is o send you apart fro your parents, i a the o kh you know i d you off of the grounds you’ll surely be found out as for r potter, the poor boy ay and i had alb dubledore’s portraity ear tellgthat i ’t let a boy with sutial waste it i don’t care how uch you dislike hi, or whatever feelgs of aniosity you ay still harbor, i won’t turn hi aly becae you don’t want hi—” “that’s not why!” dra yelled, suddenly, startlg eve was the loudest he had bee knoable of suoise still agall stilled “then why, r alfoy?” she asked stiffly “i d to see hi like this,” dra aditted, ietly & will t better,” she assured hi “oeachg” “i don’t know that it will” “dorariwise,” she chastised “i fou night, standg outside the slyther dunons talkg to dead people and d by dead people i an specifically ,” dra started slowly “and how he isses ” agall opeo speak and the, lookg rather like a fish “i’ve already broughtuch pa to his life,” dra i was o and i thk it will ruto see hitorhis when i uldeasily fix it, if only thgs were a little bit different i thk i ly h before i ru everythg it’s already alost ore than i bear” agall was silent for a ont that stret for what felt like eternity it was the closest dra had ever been to adittg everythg out loud “you ed hi, did you?” she asked ntly dra siled back at her weakly “no, i suppose you didn’t i suppose that was ao please your father” “i suppose it was” & look at her he didn’t wahe rry look on her face fally she said, “letfigure out what i do we’ll et the sa ti toorrow” dra nodded whe, he looked around at his roo, feelg a bit of ncholy sk to his stoach he reed they wouldn’t be his roos for uot if he got his way chapter 6 harry supposed the only ps to not havg grown sce his school days was that his old visibility cloak still vered hi down to his feet, if he crouched he had been standgthe dunon hallway for thirty utes he had heard the brick wall clickg closed as he turhe rner upon his arrival, but he hadn’t bee a gohe hours beeen and nightfall had beehose re utesthe hallway were utter agony after half an hour, the curiosity at what was oher side oueighed his fear of whover he ay en htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读9 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读10 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读10 &ura” the bricks cli harry looked down to ead of the hallon seeg he on roos they were e of disrepair that harry had expectedfact, they looked ite livedthere was a dg table at one end, a desk veredpotioowards the iddle, ahe very end there were s strewn across ost of the ft surfaces, as well as fl shelves filled with ore s, a lot of the le by the looks of the harry walked slohere the boys’ doritories had been, peekg his head side there was ohere, big enough to fit abrids f on the bed he saw the cat with the bifs he had seen aroule she looked up at hi, seeg to see hi despite his cloak, sighed, auro her paws one was livg here that had beehg he spected he thonagall was hidgartifact fro the war that she didn’t was fiddlg with, that dubledore had eh upo he did artnts &ood ietly, listeng fered apart fro the cat, he was very ue he ve slowly along the shelf and runng his fr along the spes he sped wheo a rather thick, tallwith an unarked bdg he pulled it out ahrough it briefly it appeared to be clippgs fro neers and agazes upoudy, he of the seed to be about hi there were a few about herione and r a ab a part wizard wheezes, a bit ab an auror there were s about gny, but those ostly seed he was the star of this scrap the only other pern who ca cl ntioned was dra alfued, harry carried theover to the desk, sittgthe chair he let his ars peek out fro below the visibility cloak, but reaed vered,e should return &o the first pa to fd an article he had saved hiself, the ohe day he had given alfoy his wand ba the pa directly across fro it, there a fro a gossip agaze he didn’t subscribe to detailg the sa etg, but the photograph was taken while harry and alfoy were sat at the table the paed look that harry had orized fro the prophet photo did ure on alfoy’s face here stead, it showed the blochg harry as harry stared fixedly at his own ha, that he had failed to he sile pyg on alfoy’s lips, and a touch of what harry would ess, if he didn’t ker,his eyes he read the headle new begngs: roo and…roo? harry hurriedly skid the rest of the article it’s not hard to see that dra alfoy, 17 year old forr death eater, only has eyes for his forr nesis, harry potter but then aga, who does up to be the ost ught after a decade, at least but has alfoy cked out? urces close to both say this etg ay have beehahe look oa bloo pot that way is a forbiddear crossed teens on the horizon? otter’s t f, gny weasley? ore as the story unfolds there was a bit scrawledthe arg of the artited, script was hardly akg eyes at hi hardly harry watched the photograph for a little while l alfoy’s eyes ski across his fad the sile on his lips beca ore evident how had he issed that? what about his haerestg? why uldn’t he have looked up? ore iportantly, what did it ahe agaze was jt l to publish about the o of the but what was alfoy really thkg? surely, that harry’s hair was a disaster or despite beg a hero, his clothes were still cheap, thg terrible like that whily he would fd ag & pa was alfoy’s obituary harry uld barely brg hiself to look at it, turng the pa ickly & pa was a was not unfailiar to hi, but was oaly had avoided it was the stny had leaked on hi to t back at hi f up with her she had sce apologized, aed it they had o the ti, hardly ready to haiohe press vera they received but jt becae the article was water uhe brid didn’t an it didn’t stg to look at ostly becae there wastruth to it p a torch for forr nesis? & sure carryg a torch was the right phrase for it but then aga, it felt different than any rief he had experiehough anythg he uld say to the others, they already kh dra, he hardly k he wao say to hi it was the only loss he had experie was surrouh wao say rry, he wao know alfoy, he wao be happy he wanteduch for alfoy he shook his head ahe pa, fdg a piece of part with the sa s swirlg across it potter &ed writg letters i ever send how stupid is that? i wao ask if you felt like the wh was really less about hatg each other a not knog what to do e if that whole thg i’ve read about you ae is true? potter, you’re really sulkg about over potter, it’s really pathetic that htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读10 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读11 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读11 & owed aga, headg towards the door “no, you ’t go out,” dra chuckled “you’ll jt e back all wet and be grupy with ” harry’s heart ched at how easily dra ughed he had his at ease dra phed his hair back fro his fad sat at the table, whiants ofrt of tarte sat on it dra picked at it disterestedly, pid lh it he did it reallyuch as holdg it he set it downhis p f periods which he would sit ahe dows that looked to the ke, cheg at his thub harry wasby watfront of hi that he alost fot that an osed t, let alog aee away fro hi this is what agall had been hidg dra had been here all alohe dunons for ost of it, if his plexion was anythg to go by &, he da, startlg both dra and harry out hts “potter, you abte nace,” dra sighed harry te his na dra khere, how, had sensed hi— “i already told you you ’t go out tonight, harriet,” dra said, walkg over to the entrance & hissed “ok, you go out, but if you t aked, ythe hall tonight, potter,” dra warned “i don’t need y roo sllg like a wet cat” dra tapped the door ahe cat, returable …dra nad his cat potter dra was alive, he had a ad potter, and, harry realized now that reality had set , he kept aof all the articles he had ever been ntionedand he issed harry but he said that he issed harry, too, which iplied he k harry issed hi robably heard harry that night of urse, he had heard hi that night, he had been bbg outside of his roo the entire lower half of the castle probably knew dra was stirrg aga, standg up aeng his cloak harry crawled carefully out fro uryg to ake as little noise as possible he wasg dra out of his sight he followed dra t out jt se began to close dra looked up and doulled his hood up, and uttered a disilsionnt spell harry uld still hear the slight scuff of alfoy’s shoes agast the stone, follog it as best he uld they exited the castle the ra had let up , but there was still a light drizzle with onts, a white eared on the grass e of harry he stretched his legs bef a light trot towards the woods, seegly unaware of harry harry pulled off the visibility chg it haphazardly and stuffg it to his pocket “wait!” he called before he uld s hiself the wolf’s gait faltered as it turo look back at harry &alk to you,” he yelled chasg after it it sped, lookg at harry with bewildernt harry ra up with the wolf “i ’t believe it,” he ughed, out of breath, bef to his knees run, you idiot, dra told hiself, but harry’s voice held hi fasteood “i ’t believe it,” harry ughed, fallg to his knees “i ’t believe it” dra stood still, u harry was referrg to “y aniag,” harry ughed, still out of breath “i knew you were bloody fuckg brilliant, but this is really ipressive the only thg ore ipressive is that you’re—” harry seed to s hiself &udied dra ontarily, his eyes lockg with his own, akg dra feel a bit naked “you’re really hi, aren’t you?” dra didn’t respo knht he was, but he wasn’t about blow his ver harry swallowed “dra,” he fally said, his v “dra, you’re alive” dra’s vision began fadg at the eds, skg to plete darkhg he rebered was the grass rapidly approachg his face he was beautiful god, he was beautiful harry felt like a creep, sittg at the ed of his bed and starg at hi like this, but he uldn’t tear his eyes away fro the other boy’s face he tried to write it off by akg the exce that he he would see this face,the flesh, aga and that was why he uldn’t look away, but that exly sted about three utes look away becae he was lookg at the sgur ost beautiful pern he had ever seen and that pern had how anad to go and bee eveiful and he was alive harry knew he should be angry that he was lied to, that he was ade to feel like the world was eath hi for all, but he uld he was jtrelieved ead fall of dra’s chest ade the pa that had taken residen dissipate a little & and brhed dra’s hair away fro his faot lettg his hand lr oher boy’s face like itdesperately wao dra began to stir 如果你喜欢本站,请记住我们的网站地址《就要耽美》 请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读11 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读12 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读12 dra awoke o had jt beehank rl &ched his ars, feelg satisfied at the pophis spe as he did “oh, thank god, you’re awake” dra’s eyes rocketed open, only to fall upon harry p at the ed of his bedthe slyther dunons “you passed out and then you be aga, aall to ver with the visibility tirely,i had to levitate you dowh your feet stickg out o oo see,” harry rabled a bit “you weren’t supposed to know,” was all dra uld brg hiself to say “thanks, harry you’re very wele for not leavg you ohe ra for ao see, alfoy,” harry said “agall will killnow that you know” “well, beg killed doeso be all that bad,” harry said, not without a ht of bitterness “potter, i’ rry i didn’t thk it would bother you” “it did” “i know i’ rry,” dra repeated, sittg up a sileng heavy beee like the only option” “how?” &rial ay have gone well, had i gohe whole world hatedstill does even if i was exoed, i uldhe starg and the whisperg i uldn’t live knog no one really fave ,” dra exped “i fave you” “i know” harry fidted with the he of his shirt & have to tell her,” he said, fally, his eyes etg dra’s “that you know? no, i suppose we don’t i uld jt obliviate you and we uld like—” “no!” harry terjected ickly “no?” “i won’t tell a a ul” “i ’t” “please” “potter” “i—” harry broke eye he beddgfront of hi “i o reber you, like this i o know you’re okay eo you—what i thought happeo you—it adesick” dra sighed, pullg his legs to his chest his eyes stung “the war was over the war was over ah survived a of that, for reans i uldand, or aybe jt didn’t waand, aderelieved i i would be gd that you would live ao akefeel like a but then…then yone aly figured out why i wasrelieved we had both survived the oaken away frofro ,” harry spokeickly, dra uld hardly be sure of what he was hearg “and why was that?” dra asked, his outh gog dry he khe answer, had known the answer for a week now, but he would hiself believe it until harry said it to hi directly harry ughed huorlessly “i don’t want to say it if y to obliviate a few hours” “answer a” & good enough” “aybe is as good as i give you, potter” harry was silent for a ont, studyg dra’s fatly “i guess tellg you now aer is better thaellg you at all” “i guess it is” “you have a i a gog to say, don’t you?” “i ly hope y idea is anywhere close” harry took a deep breath and dra braced hiself, waitg for otter was about to tell hi potter looked at hi and swallowed, openg his outh and closg it aga his gaze fell back to the bed sheets, which he tookhis hands, fiddlg with the fabri rose back to dra 如果你喜欢本站,请记住我们的网站地址《就要耽美》 请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读12 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读13 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读13 “bloody hell, potter, spit it ou—” “aybe i ed you,” potter sputtered “alright, aybe you didn’t,what?” dra said, and he uld feel their ion fallg backthat old failiar pattern, seeg who uld ake the other feel duber with each word & hi a chastisg gnd dra tried to ig he felt rise to his cheeksaybe only he was fallg back to his old otter seed ite detered to be different “if yreat revetion is that it turns out you don’t d uch, i a gog to have to ask you to have better revetions fro now on,” dra ntued, nsg his voice “that’s not it,” potter sisted “rl’s beard, potter, t on with it then,” dra said, his eyes gravitatg back tootter’s hands, fidtg with the sheets he he would oo ove his own a fra for the to be touchg “that article,” pan “the one you have savedyour —” “you’ve lh that?” dra stiffened “i—i’ rry, i shoulder stuttered “but i wao say it was right” dra gasped for air like a fish out of water harry had lh hishe tried ta his posure, but he was sure it wasva “otter, i have a few saved” “you know whie, alfoy the one gny had doer we broke up the article” “you—potter, that’s extrely vasive,” dra swallowed “are y to harp o told you that—” “i’ processg, potter,” he spat fdg harry’s eyes aga “i’ve been exiled f on four years, you’re the first pero that isn’t erva agals ud yyou’re…that you’re…what are you tellg , potter? you’ve not said anythg” harry haled sharply, bitg off a response his haheir frantic fidt “i’ sayg that i don’t hate you, alfoy,” he fally replied, his voice barely above a whisper “thahank youfuckg uch if you’re ite fished beg cryptic, it’s best you leave,” dra hissed turng oo face away fro the other boy “no—” “go” “i’ not ite fished” “go anyway” &he rtle of harry’s clothg as he stood his heart juped to his throat as he heard the bedroo door click shut this was his only d he was lettg it slip through his frs he rolled over, his head spood up too fast, or aybe it was the adreore open the door and raced acrrabbg harry’s wrist jt as he reached the door to the hall harry stiffe his touch but didn’t turn around dra pulled ntly at his ar until harry turo face hi harry swallowed visibly the silehe physically paed hi, but he w through his d felt right harry opeh to say thg idiotio doubt, thg ruo, thg that wouldhe ss of words he had spat out before any clearer he had to s hi dra fisted his free handthe lr of harry’s shirt and pulled hi cl hiself not to thk about how terrible a was to eve with this an for another send “alfoy” the und of his own na shook hi fro what t have been a ontary stay he let go of harry’s wrist, lettg the hand ctchg at harry’s shirt fall to hang liply he turned away fr his head “rry i wasn’t thkg straight go” “are you sure?” “even if i wasn’t, i don’t have a choice” harry sighed “you ight want to the password” “you ight wa,” dra replied, with around “i don’t want to,” harry replied the entraned, seegly ore slowly than it ever had before, and still harry was gooo ickly “idiot you fuckg idiot,” dra urured harry hurried down the hallway back to his roos “i love you, alfoy i love you, dra i love you, i’ rry,” he whispered to hiself “see, it’s not that hard to say” & he uldn’t say it he uldn’t say it out loud, not when dra was there to hear 如果你喜欢本站,请记住我们的网站地址《就要耽美》 请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读13 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读14 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读14 he paedhis stride, fightg the ur to go ba’t go back, he really ulded prall was still up, but the possibility that dra called her down was too great not that his presence would ythg he would eat his own shoes if he wasra back to kg’s cross at the end of the sur he ucked it up but didn’t he always he resud his walk of sha back towards his rridors he would beg paight he didn’t knoould go well, back to griauld pce, obvioly, but he didn’t knoould do the hope, or rather the fantasy, that dra had wanted hi, evena sall way, had really beehe only thoughts he had takehe war and no that dra, alive and well well, alive ahg ahan dead, if ly well—wa wouldn’t have hi or wa not enough or had wapot, but didn’t anyore he arvelled at the fact that it didn’t ake hi feel ao knod ti of dra alfoy’s life, he had felt thg for harry but he supposed that was beowled ade all of his iaged losses real the awkward first few als they would have shared after the war, both worried that the h the otioo help ove alowar uhe first few cautio touches that would lead the both to overthk, becae surely, surely he hadn’t ant—but had he? ahey realized that the other had ahey would be facg all the rebuildg they had tlobally, tother stead of separately andcredibly alone ahey’d have fought, scread at each other until they were hs, ade aip of griauld pce with the sall wars they wad every night, hat everyone ected but aybe they would have been happy harry liked to thk they’d have been happy but dra had been dead he had beehere was beyond a doubt no possibility of these thoughts beg ore than a fantasy but now he was alive, and if only dra wasn’tscared, if only agall wasn’tcareful, he uld try it didod, he wished they uld try chapter 7 “r potter, it is rather te” “i’ rry, profesr, i realize this is a weren’t iportant, i would have waited until ,” harry said, fidtg nervoly oher side of agall’s desk “i o ake this right” “r potter, i haveest idea as to what uld bewrong that it warranted akg right at onagall sighed “i was uhe ipressiougs of ours would end with y to behave like an adult” “that’s what i a tryg to d you” &?” “i love hi, profesr i love hi and for his safety, i feel like it would be better that i left,” harry said “i’ sure you agree” agall froze “i’ sure i don’t know what you an” “the wolf he’s notuch white as he is blo he? have you ever seen a blonde wolf?” “i’ not particurly well versedthe loration patterns of wolves, r pall replied slowly & a body,” harry ntued “what do you an a body? do you spect the wolf of havg killed o a student, there are he grounds” “profesr, you’re sarter than this don’t dothe disservice you aren’t his other’s testiony was the only reao believe the pile of ashes was hi there was ifiable body” “how?” agall asked, her fag as the act she uttg on fell away “i jt knew,” harry lied he didn’t want dra to ttrouble for this, f arrannt to bee any ore diffi it already was he jt wao be happy, as happy as he uld be livg as a ghost becae that’s a an livgthe walls, venturg out to the dark, ul a phanto of his forr self “if the pern you had falleh was close by, wouldhe, profesr? wouldn’t you jt know?” “r potter harry you uand how iportant it is that no one knows he’s alive?” & uand why you o have do you’ve do have beeed i jt want hi to be happy” “if that truly is your a al uand why you leavg puts a bad tastey outh i trt you, potter iplicitly but one slip up, and his safety isjeopardy asures t be taken,” agall ntued right, harry thought she’ll want to obliviate “you t uhat r alfoy’s happess ay is al y first a er all, i risked life and lib even brgg hi herethe first pce” “of urse,” harry replied, phg down the sick feelghis stoach obvioly, fettg would be the best urse of a for all parties volved he uld go back to his fa knog there was even a ute ce of the g to fruitionagall would rea out of har’s way everyo a ner aybe a word &o nsult r alfoy i trt i take the ti to do that without havg to worry about you dog anythg rash?” “of urse” “then i will see youa few hours, r potter” and with that he was disissed “” dra was startled out of his sleep by one shakg his shoulder &o talk,” agall said, proptly exitg his bedroo she had o his apartnts before whil htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读14 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读15 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读15 dra failed to answer his eyes on the ground “he says he jt knew he said wheh a pern, you feel his prese eo believe that was how he ca to his n, i’ve deot to press hi—or you—further” dra’s breath caughthis throat of urse he k harry had been tryg to say only re hours earlier, but to hear it any words hit hi like a ton of bricks “ love?” dra whispered, gncg up at agall “of urse, i k least with his pernal deg when it did, with the a what i did was your reciproot u spoke, that is” “i’ rry, headaster,” dra anad, he ologizg for she fixed hi with an icy stare “you know thg t be done” “i know” his wthe air he ellg her that if she po obliviate harry, she ight as well obliviate hi, too but if she did, she better do it all the way back to first year, becae he uldn’t reber knog harry with that he loved hi, aoo uch to bear he didn’t wach harry ove on, fd one hat at o, he had loved hi back that was a fate worse thah agall broke to his thoughts “i was thkg an unbreakable would donagall said “uttered “an unbreakable vow we’ll have hi vow not to tell a you’re still alive to prote’t you thk?” “you’re n to obliviate hi?” “i t adit that obiliviation was y first thought, as well but i felt that ell for any ofit would reire r potter’s reoval fro his ion, which leaveswithout a defe another year, and hi wastg awaythat terrible old anor and for you, well, i’ not a young woan, r alfoy i thk i should waire one day, and you will ost defitely outlivewho will ensure your safety whehk it would be unsurprisg should r potter fill y shoes whehy positioer and as your protector wouldn’t you say?” agall asked, raisg her eyebrows “i suppose, but potter has friends, pr ohat woo know why he rarely leaves the grounds?” dra asked agall turned, pag the at the dows lookg out to the ke “yht the younst r and rs weasley would certaly pose a proble i suppose we uld trt ronald aake a vow, as well then you would have a work, should anythg happen to r potter” “profesr, i doand why were youadaant that potter not know about y existeion waseasy?” “becae, alfoy, until jt a few days ago, i was uhe ipression that you hated the boy i had alnned o potter did not see like a viable option but now that i know you wouldn’t particurly d his pany, i doer fit uhere is one else you wonagall asked, walkg back towards alfoy “bece he takes the vow, that’s it he’ll be your le panion” “you ake it ug arried ,” dra joked weakly he was sure he wouldn’t d havg harry arou of his days, but he had known that sce he was eleven atg fitted for his robes he hadn’t known who harry was, but he had known he liked hi as for harry, his feelgs werehe lonvity of the uld reao estion sure, harry ight want this now, but what abouttey? rl, a hundred? wizards did teerribly long lives “it’s not that different, is it? a, anyway,” agall added “i’ll o discs it with r potter, then i suppose if he agrees, we should be ba here ti today” “ba here? why?” “to perfor the vow, of urse” “oh, will i be bdg you?” dra asked, rather nervo he’d never been a bder before “of urse not” “then who? surely not hagrid” “ the bohe o of you, r alfoy” a knot forddra’s stoach of urse “what do you an i doo leave?” harry was standgthe iddle of his office—what would have been his offiot for dra, if not for his eed t thgs to a trunk that had barely been unpayway agall was h he doorway “i a i reire you here,” the headaster said, undg rather annoyed “i’ gog to ask thg of you, ao ahfully “what?” harry swallowed audibly “would you be willg to take y pce? as his prall asked “i—i do,” harry answered “harry, you o be sure beyond a doubt,” she his won’t jt be a proise” agall raised her eyebrows, her words heavy with their ang 如果你喜欢本站,请记住我们的网站地址《就要耽美》 请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读15 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读16 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读16 “ah you wahen?” harry asked, his throat tighteng “clever boy” “i will” “this ans forever, harry” “i know” “you’re sure?” harry wished he uld run it by herione and rohe sh alive and havg to exp his seegly sudden of heart towards his old rival would prevent the fro beg any kd of help he felt a skg feelghis gut ron and herio keep this fro thi well, obvioly, he uld but it would be credibly difficult, be if he kept to hiself, herione had asnoopg to situatio her, parti they perta to harry “you’re hesitant,” agall said, studyg hi “ron and herione—” “will pose a proble, yes i know you have been rather recsive sd of the war, but i dohey will let you keep the away for ur especially whe havg and i should thk it would be harder for you to keep away o askg when ‘uncle harry’ will e to visit aill when their e to hoghy i est we have the take a vow, as well,” agall terrupted “really?” harry asked, fbbergasted it seed like too ao be volvedsuch a big secret “you’ve always fthnubers, harry and you three have always been good at keepg sed that way, if thg should happen to you—u it is possible there are still people who support voldeort that would like to see you done dra would still have a support syste” “are you sure, profesr?” “i have to be, don’t i? you’re the least likely pero be hidg dra alfoy ahe uresthe wizardg unity you’re the best and only choice i have, harry” “then i guess i have to be sure, too,” harry said chapter 8 dra never saw hiself e eveaken the ark aill a ce for hi to lead a seinoral life he never saw hiself on his knees, jog hands to take a vow but here he was he ed his free hand to ph his hair back fro his face, ore of a i a y harry’s hand was saller than his, but broader dra realized he hadouched the other boy —an, now—for this long, unless you u with the fiendfyre, whi’t “you’ll have to look at each other, if you a it,” agall’s stered dra’s gs dra thehe both of the had been avoidg the aze “dra, do you reber the nditioo ask harry?” “yes,” dra said, studyg harry’s face as the green light that filtered through the dunon does appear across it “and harry, you are ready to aept the?” harry’s eyes darted fro dra to the dunon floor, before fally answerg, “yes” “then we shall beg,” agall said she pced the tip of her wand to their joed hands dra cleared his throat “will you, harry potter, protey and all har?” dra asked “i ered &h watder as the first rg of the vow wove its away arlog a “and will you ensure y basieeds are fulfilled, that beg food, clothes, shelter, all has resig position?” “i will” “and will yyour power to eued existence rea a secret, disly with the predesigies we have deed aeptable?” “i will,” harry nfird, aga, proptg a third rg foration “and will you do these thgs f as we both shall live?” harry’s eyes darkehey locked with dra’s “i will,” harry said, the falityhis voice hittg drathe stoach like a well nded punch the fal rg wove around their hands agall dreay, the rgs of agic fadg as the onts ed forward both o let the other’s hand drop, only dogupoer’s proptg of “you let go now, you know, you areied tother” “profesr,” harry said suddeood up “it wouldn’t be unheard of for a wizard to have a dog as a failiar, would it?” “rely on, but ed why?” agall asked, harry “i was jt thkg, it would give du, alfoy a lot ore freedo aroule, and ease hagrid’s d if we prete i had tad the wolf on the grou hi as a failiar of rts, wouldn’t you thk?” harry said, lookg at dra olotic sile 如果你喜欢本站,请记住我们的网站地址《就要耽美》 请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读16 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读17 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读17 dra looked at hi, baffled he uld have run the idea by hi first, but he supposed harry was oo ask for fivehan perission “i suppose it would ran, but i don’t thk it would be wise to allow hi free rale jt becae he belooo danro i thk…it would be fe for hi to aopany you aroulehis anial for should he want to never alohough, r alfoy never alone i will leave you o to catch up, then not that you dohe tithe world and do your studies, r potter aybe r alfoy will bekd as to help you he was a better student” prall said, turng on her heel ahe door the boys siled politely at her as she exited dra turo harry the orance had closed behd her “i ay bea ca, potter, but that doesn’t an i a your pet your failiar, how very cute,” dra spat, regrettg it as the other boy flched at his words “i didn’t a, alfoy i was only thkg that it the best pce to hide isp sight no one will snoop ar they see all the ti thk about it hagrid has fai, and no one is curio as to k fang is really a dog,” harry sputtered nervoly “beg isclearly a dog, potter anyway, you’re you everyohg you d you’re sudden a of a on’t go unscrutized” “eople will a certa alloway es with beg the boy who lived, espeow after all is said ahk you would be ite safe anyanygto css would be l than jt sittg around here all day for the rest of your life,” harry said, otiong at the roo around hi as he fell uo one of dra’s archairs he propped his feet up o, leang back agast the other “shoes,” dra chastised, tappg harry’s toe as he assed to hi settlethe opposite chair, sittg upright like a civilized huan beg harry rolled his eyes and kicked off his shoes, whicg haphazardly across the floor “who says that w? who says i doo do here?” dra asked, leang forward ag his elbows on his knees “for ohere,” harry said “ag?” “you see to thk , based on those alb you’ve—” “don’t start with the albu fet the albu i should burn the albu,” dra huffed “it’s the rea pce, pygisted ga of hoe where i’ the pet dog” harry siled at hi, though it appeared forced “unfortunately for you, i wohe s’t t obliviated, you see tell , what do you have to do here that is ?” “readg,” dra replied shortly “readg would be ore fun than gog to css with ? thk about it you e withto the defense css roo we’ll keep thg for you to lie on up by y desk you keep ahe students, ahey do thg stupid, we talk about it tother stead ofhavg to do the funny thgs jti i tell you about y day,” harry answered “ i’ll beglorified version of rs norris who says i wa your day, potter?” dra so hide the fact that that did,fad pleasant y ite like gossip, and dra had always loved a good bit of gossip hiself “the albu—” “what do i have to do to t you to drop the albu?” dra asked, s of the pleasant gs brought o of spendg ti around people and back to reality “aowled the elephantthe roo,” harry said “which is?” dra tensed “i jt vowed to protect you with y life for the rest of y existence, alfoy” “i know, i was there,” dra replied, the words as loh shall live echh his d, his heart beat pickg up aga as he repyed harry’s answer, a slow, deliberate, and above all else, fident i will “ that ans i—” “don’t hatei kioned” “i was gog to say don’t d beg around you ight even gofar as to say i would like to be around you,” harry ntued “thanks very uch, kd of you to say,” dra said he didn’t ly “ i guess what i a sayg, dra, is is that albu what i thk it is?” dra suppressed the leap his heart ade at harry’s e of his given na it wasi he had said it, but he seed to o for ohis, onts that tug at dra’s chest, threateng to ake hi spill every secret he’d held close for the st decade “what do you thk it is?” &hat aybe you’d like to be around , too” “aybe i would seeg as we’re as good as haher forever, it sees like it would bey best terest to like to be around you” “you jt ’t stooplow as to adit you doher, yhed “to your faever,” dra said, a pleasant war feelg spreadg through his stoach as he returned harry’s sile &he failiar idea was one he had ever had, but it certaly was after all, he was to ake sure dra didn’t feel like a prer for the rest of his life it was irohat this was the life he it was highly unlikely he would have ended upazkabarials, especially when harry would have vouched for hi harry hated to say it, becae it ade hi uant, but his wo a lo after htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读17 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读18 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读18 a way, they had worked out, beow here he was, still buzzg with the agic of the vow, sittg across fro dra alfoy like they were frie were, ahey would be they had their whole lives to work that situation out but part of hi wondered why he had do of urse, there was the hat he had ade to agall, the one he knew beyond a doubt was true; he waslove with dra alfoy but it was hardly ohe first ti out loud to vog to proteow ahe sa day it was a bit roo a of hi, he had to adit and evehat his feelgs were ed, he uld feel he had rhed then aga, what else was to be expected of hi? his whole life had bee fro beg a o beg the ost fao wizardthe united kgdo, and possibly the world,less thahe younst seekerasa siir way he han t an awhat felt like the shortest ti period iagable his whole life happeoo fast, a learo ake desa tily, well thought out anner he had o develop the skill of thkg thgs out well that had always been herione’s job there was a lot on his d, to be sure, but the thought that ost oupied hi was how difficult he was fdg it not to stare at dra’s faew he had forever ao orize it all, but what he wa han anythg was to walk across to where dra sat and hold his fa his hands and jt look at hi look at hi and run his frs over the les of his es, his nose, his lips of urse, he koo well what dra looked like, but he never bee look like he wao like he khat he was beg hoo hiself, that he always wao “potter,” dra said suddenly fro where he sathis archair, eyes closed as he rest his head on his hand “h?” “s watchg ” “i’ not” “you are ,” dra replied, opeo look at the other an “you have guilt written all over your fa’t act like i don’t know what that looks like, i practically have a doct your facial expressioarg, potter?” &hought i’d see ya,” harry said, fally, igoach as he aditted it “there were photos,” dra said, though harry uld ca to his cheeks as he spoke “not as good,” harry replied “besides, they don’t look like you do now” “yeah? is how i look er or worse?” dra shough harry uld tell his heart wasn’tit “is that eveion? have you seen you?” “i don’t thk i look all that different,” dra ed harry knew he had brought this ion upo he felt he was ttg too close to sayg too uch he stood up, pa their o archairs when his back oke “you look—i keep tellg yself you t be a ghost orextrely teractive irror of erisedese visioellg yself the urn around, you’ll be gone or i’ll be havg a ont of ciditywhatever st ungo’s bed i’ tly strapped to,” harry rabled, turng to fd dra had al stood fro his seat “ i look like a ghost?” dra said, approachg harry slowly “no, that’s not what i ant i an, you’re pale, but—” harry trailed off aga as dra took his ar by the wrist dra took harry’s ha o “you’re hahrough, does it?” dra asked, his voice ipossibly ft “no,” harry whispered dra’s sweater was thhaed, and he uld feel the heat fro his body bleedg through agast his hand dra pced his other hand over harry’s, pressg it agast his chest harder “abeat, don’t i?” dra asked “yes” “do i feel like a ghost, potter?” harry shook his headthe ive “and what about a vision?” dra asked, studyg harry carefully “is this that you’d seethe irror?” dra’s tone ant, but harry uld seehis eyes that he wahe ao be yes, he wahg harry lond for ostthe world ahe answer was yes, but old habits die hard a givg dra aories, no atter how sall “no,” he said, pag, and dra’s shoulders fell, only slightly, before he posed hiself, a bit uarded than before & a vision, obvioly,” he said, his voice tight around his nonce “if this were the irror, you’d be shorter,” harry said dra sension fallg fro hi “what? if i were havg to njure you up fro ory, do you really thk i’d give you this any adva, the hair, the—” harry trailed off, anda ad ont of bravery, ran a fr along dra’s e those hadn’t d uchthe ti sce he’d st seen hi, but they were still beautiful, and unfairly“i thk i’d iage yue” “as if i ever ressg his cheek to harry’s hand harry paed, seeg hiself as if fro the outside, one hand on dra’s chest, the other on his d he was struck with the iprobability of this very real a was “what are we dog?” harry whispered, his eyes dartg fro dra’s eyes down to his lips “don’t act like you didly where this was gog the ht up the bloody albu” “i wasn’t sure if you wao go there, still,” harry replied htl≈ot;第2节/a/div请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读18 恋耽美 正文 分卷阅读19 （HP同人）So,You Want to Die Young（英文版） 作者:autoheart 分卷阅读19 “eleven?” harry asked ulled away “you sure had a funny way of shog it” “you’re all i ever wanted, harry i was terrified of that want, i was terrified of you” “you were uch scarier than i ever was,” harry breathed “you were alost like…ay an idol you were er than all ofand how, i was the u went and felllove with you,” dra replied “uncky?” harry asked raisg an eyebrow “uncky that it was you that i feel for ho i was ci alfoy’s he boy who lived? he art ore than he already did,” dra exped “i guess that is pretty uncky,” harry agreed he uld feel his whole body teion of dra’s father, but deot to nt any further dra k about his father his ows probably weren’t too far off fro harry’s “it had a way itself out, apparently,” dra siled at hi, touchg harry’s hand that still rest on upon his cheek “don’t t all hy and start talkg about fate and all that kd of stuff,” harry ughed “don’t tellyou, of all people, doe y prophecy” “it uld have bee decided it wasnot fate,” harry said dra shook his head “otter you’re the o brought fate up but aybe now i’ll say it was fate that broughthere, jt to annoy you” “wouldn’t that be jt like you,” harry answered “wouldn’t it be?” epilogue “uncle harry!” &he walk of griauld pce, trippg over her toes whehe steps harry siled as the toddler cbered up the stairs, pickg her up and g her whehe door “how are you, rosie?” he asked “uncle harry, where is phanto?” rose asked, peerg over his shoulder down the hall harry ughed “he’s around here where, i’ sure why don’t you go look for hi?” he asked, settg the little girl dowo the hoe herione was follog close behd her daughter, shakg her head “i still ’t t over that na a little o it?” “he said he wouldn’t abide a na like snuffles you know he be rather… opionated,” he said, shootg a look over his shoulder as he heard rose shriek with ughterthe sittg roo “well, he call hiself whatever he wants as long as he keeps akg rosie ugh like that,” ron said, appearg at herione’s shoulder “and akes harry happy,” herione added, givg her hband a look “well, of urse that, too,” ron said, sppg harry on the shoulder as he passed “red , i have a hk dra—phanto will like i’ll give it to hi when rosie goes do,” herione said, follog harry to his ho dra y ohe sittg roo, silg to hiself as he listened harry and the graalk he had wor pyg tug he had thought was below hi until harry’s niece was bored to rose as dra’s niece as well, but he felt odd aeptg the h an uncle if his he was a dog heless, he adored her) “i take it phanto is a big hit with the students, then?” ron said, steerg the ion away fro ner’s lesns that was always herione’s favorite iversation, still u enough of school, but ron always liked hearg about what the students got to outside of css &he favorite part of the urse they like hi ore than , which is a first,” harry said, gncg at dra with a snarky sile dra huffed out a breath of aner ab to harry like he uood hiixed pany, but they had all de herinant that while the baby ay not knoern, that did knoecial kd of very sart dog &o be a big hit with little ooo,” he said, readjtg rose, who was sat on his p, restg her head on his shoulder she was lg to keep her eyes open “speakg of, i a gog to go put her down upstairs, or else we will have a very urip ho” herione and harry watched as roh azes turng to dra eared frht “that’s your to,” herioeased dra d his for alost idiately, straighteng out his shirt as he stood up “hi, ≈ap;ldo;io her as she crossed the roo to hug hi &ely went to a tannt about a newshe had brought hi, expg all the rea it was jt his rt of thg, aeively, noddg as she spoke a ile a ute his gaze ca to rest on harry for jt a ont, the sile on his partg his heartan stant he y that they all got along, that he had this little faily, stran though it y, toowhat if he had “died” he had goer all 如果你喜欢本站,请记住我们的网站地址《就要耽美》 请大家记住网站新地址 分卷阅读19 恋耽美